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conuly ([personal profile] conuly) wrote2026-05-20 06:36 pm

Thread by Essex Hemphill

Trying not to think of you
yet your face colors
every contour
of my mind.
And every way I turn
inside of a minute
I collide
with your laughter.
I am wind,
and you
are chimes.


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asakiyume ([personal profile] asakiyume) wrote2026-05-16 10:03 am

raincoat, my place in the world, ugly-cute, home invader

One thing I did on this trip was bring along some permanent markers and ask my friends and their kids to write or draw on my raincoat. The result is a wonderful memento that I've already had occasion to use.

Here are two of L and R's kids doing some decorating.

Two children drawing on a blue raincoat

And here's what the back of the raincoat looks like now:

blue raincoat with words and pictures on it

And one sleeve:

blue raincoat sleeve with words and pictures on it

The second-oldest of L and R's kids also gave me this, which I LOVE. I know my kids made things like this in school--I think it's a wonderful activity. This one isn't quite finished: it only goes down as far as the Department of Amazonas (equivalent of a US state), and interestingly, for places in Amazonas, she doesn't include her own town/city, Leticia. It does show Puerto Nariño, a town up the river a bit.

Mi lugar en el mundo/my place in the world (click through to Flickr to see it at a larger size--only possible with this photo; the others are sited here on DW and don't get any larger)

Mi Lugar en el mundo


and under this cut are three views of an ugly-cute handmade fish )

Lai, the home-invading little goat )

I have maybe a couple more posts from my trip ... then it'll be back to your everyday Asakiyume.
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On the DEWLine 2.0: Dwight Williams ([personal profile] dewline) wrote2026-05-16 09:14 am

Happier Birthdays to [personal profile] sabotabby!!!

Hoping that all goes well for your latest adventures!
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skygiants ([personal profile] skygiants) wrote2026-05-16 07:53 am

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I do think there is a particular charm, a particular interest, in a biographer who is really visibly in love with their subject. Like, you probably wouldn't want it in every biography. But it's nice to know that the author really extremely wants to be there. It gives an enjoyable sort of tension to the reading experience: at what point is the book going to go off-the-rails because the author has spontaneously transmigrated back to 1931 in a doomed attempt to alter the course of history and fix Buster Keaton's Hollywood career with the power of her passion alone? It could happen! It feels like everything has been foreshadowing it!

Obviously Camera Man: Buster Keaton, the Dawn of Cinema, and the Invention of the of the Twentieth Century does not in fact go off the rails in this way, it does actually remain an interesting and readable biography that uses Keaton's life and career as a jumping-off point to explore the times in which he lived. In the book's introduction, Stevens explains that her fascination with Keaton is such that whenever I heard about something that took place between 1895 and 1966, I found myself trying to fit that event or phenomenon into the puzzle of his life and work. (She also uses the introduction to share a poem she wrote about Keaton. It's not bad!) Anyway, this is a pretty fruitful methodology that leads her to down various side paths to explore not just the history of early cinema but other twentieth-century touchstones such as changing child labor laws, vaudeville and minstrel shows, the rise of Alcoholics' Anonymous, and the career of F. Scott Fitzgerald.*

Often these aren't things that directly impacted Keaton -- Keaton never participated in AA, for example; by the time the program started to gain popularity, Keaton had already hit his rock bottom and come out the other side -- but they run along parallel tracks, such that Keaton's life casts a mirror on the phenomenon or vice versa, or there's an interesting alternate pathway to be imagined where they did indeed intersect. Keaton and Chaplin only worked together once, but you can't help but compare/contrast their trajectories; Keaton and Fitzgerald may never even have met at all, but the downward arcs of their careers were both intertwined with MGM executive Irving Thalberg, on whom Fitzgerald based his last novel.

(Also, it can't have helped with Fitzgerald's fascination, says Stevens, that Thalberg was also extraordinarily good-looking, slight-framed and serious-faced, with large, liquid brown eyes and wavy black hair -- an appearance not unlike that of a certain slapstick comedian whose contract his company had just acquired. We DON'T know they met but we DO know that if they did, Fitzgerald would CERTAINLY have thought Keaton was hot!)

It feels, in other words, like exactly what it is -- a book written by a person whose obsession with one individual has led them down a number of other interesting rabbitholes, to fruitful if not entirely cohesive results. If Keaton had been a fictional character, this might have been a 120K fanfic with a number of beautifully researched, oddly specific chapters. Because Keaton is a real person, we got this book. I had a great time!
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Phaeton ([personal profile] dancing_serpent) wrote in [community profile] c_ent2026-05-16 01:54 pm
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Weekly Chat

The weekly chat posts are intended for just that, chatting among each other. What are you currently watching? Reading? What actor/idol are you currently following? What are you looking forward to? Are you busy writing, creating art? Or did you have no time at all for anything, and are bemoaning that fact?

Whatever it is, talk to us about it here. Tell us what you liked or didn't like, and if you want to talk about spoilery things, please hide them under either of these codes:
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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2026-05-16 12:37 pm

Even Middlemarch is not compulsory

Dr rdrz are by now aware that one way to irk the hedjog is to compile lists of the 100 Greatest Novels that Everybody Should Read.

Especially when a) you go culturally woezing:

Never has such a list been more needed. Dwindling attention spans, screens, Netflix; whatever we blame, reading for pleasure is a dying pursuit. Half of adults in the UK say they never read, and levels among children and young people are at their lowest in 20 years. This year has been declared the National Year of Reading to address this crisis. “Read the best books first, or you may not have a chance to read them at all,” Henry David Thoreau advised. We are here to help.

We have so been there before with producing Books of the Month Clubs and curated tastefully leatherene bound libraries for your otherwise bare shelves.... There is A History.

And b) in There Is A History, the article actually admits that These Lists Change Over Time!!! and certain 'Big Beasts' who were considered Timelessly Major Urgent Phalluses some decades ago are Out! Out! Out!

Is anything more wearisome than the implicit 'should' that haunts these lists?

I am so there for this apercu:

But where is Nancy Mitford’s glittering 1945 The Pursuit of Love, which deserves a place for its last two lines alone? The comic novel, like science fiction and crime, rarely fares well in bookish horse races.

One notes with a slight groan what are considered (hattip to Stephen Potter) the 'okay' sff/crime titles.

Personally, we would not take reading advice from Mr Thoreau to begin with, and we sit here, hymning the work of those presses that are recovering the neglected and overlooked (perhaps overlooked is better than 'forgotten', I mutter to myself) works from the past that do not make the big bowwow lists like this - Furrowed Middlebrow, Persephone, British Library Women Writers and the mother of them all, Virago.

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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2026-05-16 12:29 pm

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Happy birthday, [personal profile] kaberett!
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frith ([personal profile] frith) wrote2026-05-16 06:19 am

That's a Wrap

VenusFlytrap

My Venus flytrap looks like it's about to give up the ghost. So I went looking for fresh blood sap. I had seen some at Walmart (of all places) over a month ago (I think I was looking for lava lamp light bulbs), so I tried there. No luck. I tried the garden sections of three hardware stores. Nope. Bought groceries. Met Alain F. by chance by the frozen seafood, chewed the fat. Neither of us feel the urge to visit the exotic Animal Farm we left. Finally, since the route I took home kinda approached a big garden center, I drove the extra ten minutes and went there.

'Lo and behold, carnivorous plants! Fly traps, and Nepenthes and pitcher plants and sundews, oh my! Very expensive too. But oh no, oh woe, no tall red and green Sarracenia. Sadness. I fought the tears and got a bag of potting sphagnum moss, a wee sundew and two flytraps, one for me and one for the neighbour. The sundew is flowering! 8^D The neighbour gave me a two week supply of apple juice. I gave him a gallon of rainwater. And the flytrap, of course.

Sprg_Beauty08

Well that's it for fringe Three Weeks for Dreamwidth, where I'll post Harry Potter and "A.I" slop if I feel like it, thankyouverymuch. Not that I'll go looking for a bot to spit out a text for me, what would be the point? Why would anyone want to read something by something that does not understand what it is that it is stringing together?

Gotta post and run: it's nice out and the first garage sale weekend of 2026 starts now. It will give me an excuse to ride my 38 years old bicycle. Time to get up, go out and melt some lard.

RedTrillium02

Six hours later. I bought 1 cookie (75¢), 1 orange/vanilla milkshake ($5.60), 1 DVD ($1 Jumanji II The Next Level) and some stretchy bead string that looks like fishing line ($2 because I asked, she had some and assured me it wouldn't snap after a few years). I also took over a dozen pictures of one lawn. I am ze tired.
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mific ([personal profile] mific) wrote in [community profile] fancake2026-05-16 09:18 pm

Heated Rivalry: Torture Me (With All I’ve Wanted) by toomuchplor

Fandom: Heated Rivalry
Characters/Pairings: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Hayden Pike, Wyatt Hayes
Rating: Explicit
Length: 7060
Content Notes: Underage, as both Shane and Ilya are seventeen.
Creator Links: toomuchplor on AO3
Themes: Journey and travel, Forced proximity, First time, AU: Fork in the road

Summary: Regina to Edmonton was nine hours by bus if the weather was decent; it took a bit longer if — for example — your bus lost power on Highway 11 just past Dundurn, Saskatchewan.

Team buses, night drives, and one way things might have started differently.

Reccer's Notes:
This is a lovely story about Shane and Ilya as teens, just after the first World Juniors Cup, being forced into proximity on a long nighttime bus ride. The inevitable happens, and it kick-starts their relationship and their friendship at a much earlier stage, allowing them to rewrite the MLH's narrative. Told from Shane's pov, with wonderful characterisation and details.

Fanwork Links: Torture Me (With All I’ve Wanted)
Podfic read by mific

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sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2026-05-15 11:11 pm

Dyna oedd ddoe a dyma yw heddiw

The sun came out just in time to set and I caught a handful of pictures in its gold flare of light, mostly lilacs and shadows.

Dyna oedd yr awel, hwn yw y corwynt. )

I baked cornbread tonight with dinner, which I may not have done for a year. I had wanted some for weeks. Any time things could get easier, just for the hell of it.
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conuly ([personal profile] conuly) wrote2026-05-18 10:34 pm

Blech

Going on week two of random mid-sleep wakeups wherein I am convinced I have badly overslept and missed my entire shift.

What even is causing this? (Don't say stress, I'm sure it's stress! But what is causing the stress!? Is it lack of sleep? Because the lack of sleep sure ain't helping, gotta say.)

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mellowtigger ([personal profile] mellowtigger) wrote2026-05-15 08:36 pm
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unmotivated

I find myself with stronger than usual momentum to do nothing. I'm not doing needed gardening. I'm not doing needed chores. I still haven't arranged for someone to build new steps for the house, which I should have completed last year. I still haven't completed my project for a local wifi network. On days off from work, I sleep in different spurts throughout the day. I'm not even consistently playing computer games. I'm familiar with Depression (capital "D", because it's a monster) from experience several decades ago, but this doesn't feel like that. I'm having a hard time identifying it, though. Maybe it's just burnout finally catching up to me. It seems like everyone is burned out, though, watching the world as it is and where it seems headed.

I wonder if it's possible to find part-time remote work. It seems unlikely, considering this economy. I already know too many full-time employed people who work multiple jobs today, trying to make some economic progress.

On the plus side, I want to drink some whisky this evening, as I've wanted to do for a few weeks. I've been too unmotivated this whole time, though, even to head out to the liquor store. That's a benefit, maybe, to this momentum of inaction.

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pauraque ([personal profile] pauraque) wrote2026-05-15 07:43 pm

The Arrival by Shaun Tan (2006)

This wordless graphic novel follows a man who travels to a new land in search of a better life. He doesn't speak the language or recognize the strange foods and fantastical creatures he encounters, and has to rely on kind locals and other immigrants to help him find his way.

huddled masses arrive on a steam ship to a harbor with a giant pair of statues shaking hands

Setting the story in a fantasy world is obviously intended to help the reader understand how confusing and disorienting the immigrant experience can be. But although the language, culture, and animals are alien, the people are all ordinary humans, and the focus is on common humanity transcending our differences. The protagonist encounters people who tell harrowing stories of having survived war and escaped slavery, but the immigrant characters don't seem to experience much discrimination beyond locals sometimes getting frustrated with them for not understanding things, so I think there is an aspirational element. Coming to a new place is always going to be hard, but we don't have to choose to make it harder for people than it already is.

I have a hard time following wordless sequential art, so I'm sure there are aspects of the story I missed or misunderstood, but I think I got most of it. The detailed pencil art is beautiful to look at. You can see some more of the illustrations on Tan's website.

This is one of the books that sat on my shelf unread for years (and I just moved my bookcase so I am now highly conscious of that category). I have no idea why I have it! But now it has been read, so check that one off.
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primeideal ([personal profile] primeideal) wrote2026-05-15 05:33 pm

(SFF Bingo): The Left Hand of Darkness, by Ursula K. Le Guin

"Le Guin was a visionary who wrote a really deep and literary novel about gender and sexuality and how much of it is a social construct or whatever": I sleep
"Le Guin was an Antarctica fangirl who had opinions about the 1980s TV series about Shackleton and Scott and wrote a story about two guys on a slightly homoerotic eighty-one day sledge trek": REAL SHIT

Premise: Genly Ai is the ambassador from the Ekumen (alliance of thousands of societies across eighty-plus planets) to the planet of Gethen, aka "Winter" for its frigid weather. He starts off in the country of Karhide, which seems like a comparatively backwards monarchy; the prime minister, Harth rem ir Estraven, says "Karhide is not a nation but a family quarrel." After meeting with no success in Karhide after two years--and after Estraven gets fired and exiled for supporting him--Ai tries again in neighboring Orgoreyn, which is more of a sprawling bureaucracy with guaranteed employment for everyone and heated rooms. Maybe more promising? Nope, they send him to be interned and abused by the secret police. Eventually Estraven rescues him; there's a lot of culture shock and miscommunication, but Ai finally comes to believe that Estraven really does believe in the cosmopolitan mission of the Ekumen in contrast to smallminded nationalism.

Okay, so what about the sex stuff. Gethenians are sexless most of the time; for a few days every month, during their reproductive years, they go into "kemmer," and develop sex organs, with a random chance of being male or female on any given occasion. This is accompanied by an intense physical drive to reproduce, so they partner up with someone else in kemmer. (At least in this book, though maybe not in the spinoff stories, all of the couplings are male-female.) If the female partner gets pregnant, those sex characteristics persist through the pregnancy and gestation period, otherwise both parties become androgynous again for the next month.
Consider: There is no unconsenting sex, no rape. As with most mammals other than man, coitus can be performed only by mutual invitation and consent; otherwise it is not possible. Seduction certainly is possible, but it must have to be awfully well timed.
Consider: There is no division of humanity into strong and weak halves, protective/protected, dominant/submissive, owner/chattel, active/passive. In fact the whole tendency to dualism that pervades human thinking may be found to be lessened, or changed, on Winter.
...They do not see each other as men or women. This is almost impossible for our imagination to accept. What is the first question we ask about a newborn baby?

I'm unconvinced! Humans have a long track record of finding ways to oppress each other that have no grounding in scientific fact; I usually see "owner/chattel" language referencing racist slavery systems. I don't see why similar bigotry wouldn't exist in a place like Gethen. While Gethen has small-scale skirmishes, assassinations, secret police brutality, etc., they've never actually had an all-out war, which Ai seems to think is related to the "no rape, no subjugation" system. And while we often talk about babies as "is it a boy or a girl," we also often see birth announcements with babies' height and weight, which is really not at all something we do with adults. It's because they don't have language or personality traits or anything to communicate with us yet that we go with vital stats instead.

But where it really didn't feel as radical as advertised/feared is that all the chapters (even the ones that aren't directly narrated by Ai) use "he," "man," "brother," etc. as default. Even the spaceships are "she"!
"...it is not human to be without shame and without desire."

"I suppose the most important thing, the heaviest single factor in one's life, is whether one's born male or female. In most societies it determines one's expectations, outlook, ethics, manners--almost everything...[women] don't often seem to turn up mathematicians, or composers of music, or inventors, or abstract thinkers."
The Ekumen have instantaneous interplanetary communication, and telepathic language that makes lying impossible. At times it seems utopian, although there was a war a couple centuries ago. I really don't believe that social stereotypes about what roles men and women should play would continue to be this pervasive across thousands of cultures.

"The Left Hand of Darkness" was written in 1969. By 1983 we get Douglas Hofstadter's "A Person Paper on Purity in English," which goes disturbingly far in making the point that using 'he' as default is kinda messed up. A couple years later (1985), Hofstadter writes:
My feeling about nonsexist English is that it is like a foreign language that I am learning. I find that even after years of practice, I still have to translate sometimes from my native language, which is sexist English. I know of no human being who speaks Nonsexist as their native tongue. It will be very interesting to see if such people come to exist. If so, it will have taken a lot of work by a lot of people to reach that point.
For me, reading this in the 21st century, it feels really bizarre--I think my native dialect is much closer to Nonsexist English than Hofstadter could have predicted. The way I generally talk about people I don't know, or only know as streams of text coming through a computer screen, is as singular they: "whoever wrote this is an idiot and they should be fired." (This usage has a very long history in English; I draw a distinction between this and situations where a specific person requests to be referred to as singular they consistently, but some people will lump these in as the same thing.)

Apparently Le Guin was responsive to this criticism and changed the way she handled Gethen in later stories, but I can only judge it on what's in front of me, and the use of "he," to me, says a lot more about the world of 1969 than the world of Winter. (I'm going to use "he," "brother," etc. for the rest of this review, but take this with a grain of salt.)

Anyway, obviously there are a lot of taboos from our world that don't translate into Gethen society. Siblings are allowed to kemmer together, but they can't vow a monogamous relationship--after one of them has a child, that's it, they have to break up.

spoilers )
Okay, now for the fun part, the sledging!
"What for?"
"Curiosity, adventure." He hesitated and smiled slightly. "The augmentation of the complexity and intensity of the field of intelligent life," he said, quoting one of my Ekumenical quotations.

I am not trying to say that I was happy, during those weeks of hauling a sledge across an ice-sheet in the dead of winter. I was hungry, overstrained, and often anxious, and it all got worse the longer it went on. I certainly wasn't happy. Happiness has to do with reason, and only reason earns it. What I was given was the thing you can't earn, and can't keep, and often don't even recognize at the time; I mean joy.
If I were to project this onto my Antarctica faves (ignore this part if you don't know or care who these people are): Ai is more in the role of Cherry-Garrard, who at first feels less able to cope with the physical demands of sledging, but as the survivor, is responsible for putting together his recollections in the past tense, blending the perspective of what he felt at the time and what he has learned since. Estraven is a combination of Bowers (shorter but surprisingly durable, incredible grasp of logistics and food supply, which is necessary for winter travel) and Wilson (insists on routine and patience, even when it drives Ai up the wall):
The business of setting up camp, making everything secure, getting all the clinging snow off one's outer clothing, and so on, was trying. Sometimes it did not seem worthwhile. It was so late, so cold, one was so tired, that it would be much easier to lie down in a sleeping-bag in the lee of the sledge and not bother with the tent. I remember how clear this was ot me on certain evenings, and how bitterly I resented my companion's methodical, tyrannical insistence that we do everything and do it correctly and thoroughly. I hated him at such times, with a hatred that rose straight up out of the death that lay within my spirit. I hated the harsh, intricate, obstinate demands that he made on me in the name of life.
Estraven also keeps a journal of the trek, to keep in touch with his family back home. Oftentimes this is little more than the date and reports on temperature. Ai teaches him mindspeech, but he's careful not to let any hint of that slip into the journal, and so it's clear that we're getting different points of view on the same event. Again, the contrast between "one party's recollection after the fact" and "people's real-time chronicles, which are probably brief and to the point because of the weather," is very much in the spirit of polar narratives.

I don't want to push this too far, but I think that the contrast between the nationalistic goals of the Karhide and Orgoreyn factions, and Ai's mission, which eventually becomes Estraven's, being both universal with the Ekumen and an intensely personal relationship, probably is making a broader point about exploration in our world.

Likewise, one of my favorite quotes from last year's bingo was in Le Guin's "Paradises Lost":
History must be what we have escaped from. It is what we were, not what we are. History is what we need never do again.
If it's not already obvious, I have been feeling a lot of emotions about Antarctica in the past few months or so, and in particular, I do think it's important that there is one place in the world that has nothing in the way of "History" with a capital H--warfare and oppression and suchlike--but does have a track record of science and exploration and friendship and narratives. Maybe this distinction is shallow or doesn't matter to other people. But I keep thinking of that quote, even though I know perfectly well it has nothing to do with Antarctica per se. Having read this book, I feel a little better about that connection; maybe Le Guin wouldn't think I'm crazy for it. :)

Bingo: I think the safest/most obvious connection is Politics. For various stretches of the squares, I think there are cases to be made for Unusual Transportation (sledge hauling), Vacation Spot (if you're an Antarctica nerd), Explorers/Rangers, First Contact (there were stealth observers sent to Gethen before, but Ai is the first to proclaim himself as an alien). I also think there's a case to be made that it should be eligible for exactly one of "Trans or Nonbinary Protagonist" or "Non-Human Protagonist," but it's in a quantum state of superposition and you can't determine which is which for most of the month...
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anais_pf ([personal profile] anais_pf) wrote in [community profile] thefridayfive2026-05-15 03:47 pm

The Friday Five for 15 May 2026

1. How often do you hear live music?

2. What was your favorite live musical performance ever?

3. Do you play an instrument, or sing?

4. Have you ever performed music onstage?

5. Who is your favorite musician?

Copy and paste to your own journal, then reply to this post with a link to your answers. If your journal is private or friends-only, you can post your full answers in the comments below.

If you'd like to suggest questions for a future Friday Five, then do so on DreamWidth or LiveJournal. Old sets that were used have been deleted, so we encourage you to suggest some more!
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conuly ([personal profile] conuly) wrote2026-05-17 02:47 pm

So here I am on my who knows how many-th relisten to Wolf 359

and why is this the first time I've seen this fanvid?

(It's short. Go watch it, you don't need to know literally anything.)

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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2026-05-15 07:14 pm

Certain questions linger

I was intrigued to see this report: London's Wellcome Collection returns 2,000 manuscripts to the Jain community given that that is a repository I know well although not a part of the collections with which I was particularly acquainted.

I was also a bit taken aback to see that there is a Centre of Jain Studies at the University of Birmingham, though on a spot of further looking around I find that there is also a Jain Ashram in Birmingham. (Not of as great antiquity as the Shah Jahan Mosque in Woking, f. 1889, and featuring in HG Wells' The War of the Worlds.)

It is a religious tradition particularly associated with non-violence.

While one might think that this collection of South Asian origin might return there: article points out that there are hardly any Jains left in Pakistan, where a significant tranche of the mss came from. I also wonder - it is not mentioned in the article - what is the position of Jainism at present in India. Some sources I have looked at suggest it is relatively assimilated to Hinduism? The article refers to them as a 'fragmented community'.

The Wikipedia article does suggest that they have a long tradition of being involved in commerce, banking and trade, and founding an array of philanthropic enterprises, including libraries....

Penny Arcade ([syndicated profile] pennyarcade_feed) wrote2026-05-15 05:36 pm

Adjacency

It would never have occurred to me in a million years to unearth Cheeto of all things, it's completely nuts. My instinct was to say "cracked" but that means something different to the youth of today - something illicit, an etymological spur I've always feared was Fortnite-derived. But it was requested by the shivering mutants on Tumblr, and we are honor-bound to elevate these dreams, yea, unto the material world.